OMG! Tina is back!

I never thought I would see her again.

Earth Hour

Hot Springs

It was so cold crossing waist deep water. I’m so happy that I left my stuff on the other side of the river because it was dry and warm when I got it. I had to walk bare foot though which sucked ass. Also the hot springs were nice and warm. I think I’ll wait until the summer time to go back there though. Well I am going to go shower because  I smell like smoke. Also if I die from the brain eating thing Cat gets all my stuff and then everyone else can sort though the things that she doesn’t want.

Finally

I am finally getting to go somewhere for Spring Break. I’m going to the hot springs with Bobbi, Lindsey, and Herbert tonight. I’ve been wanting to go there for some time now. But they are just going to go get some food and come over so my mom can go buy for us then we’ll be on our way. Well I better go eat if I’m going to be drinking tonight.

Fucked up

You know I should be a fucked up child with all the things that go on in my life. I know that most other people have it worse than me but still the things with my family and stuff I should be like a huge druggie, plus living in Camp Verde I should be too. But I think the reason I’m not is because of my friends and goals I set for myself. My friends have been more family to me than my family. Like Ashley Reay, she’s like an older sister to me. Cat, she’s like a smaller sister I can pick on, I love you still Cat. Sean has been more of a dad to me than my real dad. Sierra is kind of the motherly figure in my life. Bobbi is awesome too she is the fun older sister. But today I just found I can never rely on my family. I was supposed to go out with some friends and I ask Kyle and Art if they could take me and they said yeah they just needed to find gas first and I said well I’m going to McDonalds and I’ll have money after that. So I went and when I get back Kyle had already left and Art didn’t want to go and he wouldn’t let me use his car. So I had to call Bobbi and ask her if she would come get me, she had offered earlier but I thought I was going with my cousins. So instead Herbert came and got me and I gave him the gas money. Yeah so I know I can’t rely on them anymore. If I didn’t mention you in here doesn’t mean I don’t love you unless I tell you I don’t.

Interesting

Childish

It bugs me when two of my friends fight. Like Lindsey and Ashley. Ashley is always did she touch any of my stuff while I was gone? If she did I’m going to beat her ass. I mean that is so childish. Lindsey doesn’t really say anything about her when I’m around. Ashley always does though and it’s really starting to piss me off. Get over it she said some mean things oh fucking well. They were words.

Woot

Well tonight I got to hang out with Amy, Ashley B, Lindsey, Jamie, and Bobbi. It was pretty fun. Lindsey and I got drunk and we danced some more. Amy is really drunk right now she can’t even stay sitting up . It was because she didn’t have anything in her stomach and she only had like one shot and she got drunk. She makes me think she is anorexic. Yay her. That would make me like her more. Anorexic people are fun. Anywho yes I’m not that drunk anymore so yeah.

17

Yay I’m 17. Now I can go see rated R movies and go rent them too! One more year until I am 18 and I get to go to Flagstaff for college. I hope my mom doesn’t think that she is moving up there with me. Oh yeah also I’m the same age as you Staci.

Trust

I have come to realize that the only person I truly trust is Sierra. I know that may make some of you mad but I’m sorry. That is just how I feel.