Happy Birthday James

Happy 18th Birthday James! Go get your license, go buy something that you can only buy when you are 18, and you can now be charged with stachatory rape in America! I’d buy you something if I had the money but if you come back with Cat I’ll get you something or I might send her with it.

Incompetent People

This is another reason to not go to Cottonwood, AZ hospital. I just found out my friends 2 year old baby died. His airways were closing and she called 911 and they took him to the hospital. They gave him some medicine to clear it and come to find out he was allergic to it. I wouldn’t give a baby that anyway, it just seems like a bad idea. I would have had him airlifted to Flagstaff or Phoenix. There are other ways of keeping airways open. I didn’t know the baby but you know what I’m still crying because I love Chantal. First her mom killed herself and now her baby died. I know you don’t read this but I love to so much Chantal and I’m so sorry.

Damn Dogs

Well today I went over to Cat’s house and borrowed her airsoft gun because everyday that I go jogging they start barking and it gets really annoying. I got tired of it so I shot them. One of the bb’s hit the dog and they shut up so hopefully that will get them to stop.

Friends

So I have come to realize that I only have 3 friends. That’s Cat, Bobbi, and Sierra. That’s all I have. Other than that I have no friends.

Spray Tan

So yesterday I went with Bobbi to Cottonwood and I got a spray on tan. It was pretty cool and it worked really well. Guess what? I’m not orange either! So yeah I went naked so I’m tan all over. I couldn’t take a shower for 12 hours but I just got done taking one and a lot of the tan stuff came off but it is still soaked into my skin. I like them but I think I’ll stick to tanning beds or just normal tanning.

Cat will like this

Hot Springs

It was so cold crossing waist deep water. I’m so happy that I left my stuff on the other side of the river because it was dry and warm when I got it. I had to walk bare foot though which sucked ass. Also the hot springs were nice and warm. I think I’ll wait until the summer time to go back there though. Well I am going to go shower because  I smell like smoke. Also if I die from the brain eating thing Cat gets all my stuff and then everyone else can sort though the things that she doesn’t want.

Finally

I am finally getting to go somewhere for Spring Break. I’m going to the hot springs with Bobbi, Lindsey, and Herbert tonight. I’ve been wanting to go there for some time now. But they are just going to go get some food and come over so my mom can go buy for us then we’ll be on our way. Well I better go eat if I’m going to be drinking tonight.

Fucked up

You know I should be a fucked up child with all the things that go on in my life. I know that most other people have it worse than me but still the things with my family and stuff I should be like a huge druggie, plus living in Camp Verde I should be too. But I think the reason I’m not is because of my friends and goals I set for myself. My friends have been more family to me than my family. Like Ashley Reay, she’s like an older sister to me. Cat, she’s like a smaller sister I can pick on, I love you still Cat. Sean has been more of a dad to me than my real dad. Sierra is kind of the motherly figure in my life. Bobbi is awesome too she is the fun older sister. But today I just found I can never rely on my family. I was supposed to go out with some friends and I ask Kyle and Art if they could take me and they said yeah they just needed to find gas first and I said well I’m going to McDonalds and I’ll have money after that. So I went and when I get back Kyle had already left and Art didn’t want to go and he wouldn’t let me use his car. So I had to call Bobbi and ask her if she would come get me, she had offered earlier but I thought I was going with my cousins. So instead Herbert came and got me and I gave him the gas money. Yeah so I know I can’t rely on them anymore. If I didn’t mention you in here doesn’t mean I don’t love you unless I tell you I don’t.

Childish

It bugs me when two of my friends fight. Like Lindsey and Ashley. Ashley is always did she touch any of my stuff while I was gone? If she did I’m going to beat her ass. I mean that is so childish. Lindsey doesn’t really say anything about her when I’m around. Ashley always does though and it’s really starting to piss me off. Get over it she said some mean things oh fucking well. They were words.