Feelings

So I needed a place to write things down that not many people see. I hate myself. I wish I didn’t do the things I did even though we see them happening differently. I know nothing I could say will ever make you change you’re mind. I’m done making excuses for them and all I have to say is I’m sorry. I can’t take them back and I can’t change what happened so all I can do is tell you I’m sorry and move on and hope you take it into consideration. I do hope that some day we can be together again. You are my true love. My heart belongs to you and no one else. You have taken my heart and I don’t want you to give it back. It’s yours forever. All I can do is give you time and maybe it will help us. If it doesn’t and you move on I guess I’ll have to move on but you’ll still always have the majority of my heart. I do love you, with all my heart, no matter what you think. You have been one of the best things that have happened in my life and there are not many. So if you ever read this I hope this lets you know how I will always feel ever after death.

Love,

Phillip

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3 Responses to “Feelings”

  1. Feels bad man. Don’t hate yourself.

  2. But you know I do, I just think he didn’t love me as much as I did him. Because how could he not forgive me after what I forgave him for

    • Well, I don’t know what you did. But it sucks when you try to be the best person in the world to someone, to be understanding and forgiving through good times and bad times, but when it comes to it they don’t reciprocate and turn around and hurt you. Especially when they blame you. And in the case of Cat, when it’s taking me months to get over her yet it turns out she was over me and involved with Jake before she even left me, damn that hurts.

      Anyway, go out clubbing and partying and enjoy life.

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