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$60

Posted in Family, People, Shopping on April 26, 2008 by Phillip Werner

Well I got $60 from my dad today because I told him I was going shopping down in Phoenix at the Abercrombie store which I didn’t. Well I bought a gig of ram for my laptop as it was much needed. Then I did buy a shirt from Abercrombie. It’s not white either! It’s navy. But yes so I now have $2.99 left which I am going to try to save for lunch Monday. Cat if you want to we can steal your car and go to Arby’s because Ashley might go with us.

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Oh joy

Posted in Family, Interesting things. on April 22, 2008 by Phillip Werner

Well I’m back at home with my crazy mother. I told her I will try to be nicer to her but she makes it really really hard. So yeah I’m still not happy with her though. So we will see what happens. But all I know is that I need to keep going on with my life and go to college and be a better person than her.

So yeah….

Posted in Family on April 16, 2008 by Phillip Werner

I am now at the point where I do want to kill myself. I haven’t really felt like I wanted to until now. I don’t care what my friends will think. I really want to do it. I can’t take living with her anymore. It’s either got to be her or me. I have tried to wait until she goes but she just keeps getting worse. I know she is still doing meth. I actually think that she is doing more. I don’t think she has done any today because other wise she would be nice. But yeah I really really really want to do it. I don’t want to live anymore. She said if she goes to jail that I have to live with my dad and I get nothing. So if I get nothing what is the point of living. I don’t want to live if I can’t go to college. I know I can’t get a scholarship and I won’t get a loan because I am not confident enough that I will get a job and be able to pay it off. Then if I don’t pay it off then I am in debt and if I don’t pay then I go to jail. So I don’t see any other way out.